i have the best freakin boyfriend in the world!!!
Amerie featured in Honey Mag
She kills it on the shoot & interview.
On relationships:"Something that my Dad always told me a long time ago…. a guy is always going to show you his cards. Whether you choose to look at those cards for what they are or whether you just choose to act like you don’t’ see them, a man will always show you his cards. So don’t act surprised later when something happens, because you saw it already in the beginning and you chose not to heed that. And that is really true. So how did that change me? I didn’t hang around and try and figure a guy out a million different ways, like maybe this or maybe he was sick or maybe he just whatever. It’s like, it is what it is. We’ve got to start wasting time and energy on a situation when there’s nothing to figure out. And we tend to do that all the time. We’re so good at that."
I didnt fall for him.
Him.
Who is he?
The guy i fell for..
suddenly vanished. leaving me. with a replacement.
of someone who seems to be the same but is a test of real eyes.
what a fool, a fool caught in between loves wrath of a blindsight
i didnt fall for him .
thats not the one who gave me reassurance that all i wanted and all i needed was right here.
security. guidance. comfort.
with open arms, bringing away fear.
never expected. because the other would never..
say i bring nothing but a burden to his life
scolds and attitudes of a fed up being
who believes priorities should be twisted after time has finally kicked in for long length
I know..
I shouldnt.
Im trying.
because Im a woman.
and my feelings should be tended for. my words be acknowledged.
but how many times til i finally realize.
i didnt fall for him.
Who is he?
The guy i fell for..
suddenly vanished. leaving me. with a replacement.
of someone who seems to be the same but is a test of real eyes.
what a fool, a fool caught in between loves wrath of a blindsight
i didnt fall for him .
thats not the one who gave me reassurance that all i wanted and all i needed was right here.
security. guidance. comfort.
with open arms, bringing away fear.
never expected. because the other would never..
say i bring nothing but a burden to his life
scolds and attitudes of a fed up being
who believes priorities should be twisted after time has finally kicked in for long length
I know..
I shouldnt.
Im trying.
because Im a woman.
and my feelings should be tended for. my words be acknowledged.
but how many times til i finally realize.
i didnt fall for him.
How pleasant...
This would be the RIGHT week for me to STILL be really sick when Maalik is coming to visit me. My throat is clogged, my voice is almost gone, and i have cough thats so bad...
Idk what happened. Been taking mad dayquil, nyquil, and tylenol.. nothing. Its always ME who has something wrong. Its always me who gets hurt. im so fuckin tired of it. why cant i just be healthy and accident free of everything.
Called my dad to tell him i wanted to go home crying.. i was in so much pain, i felt no good not at all .. he tried to calm me down. He told me to go to the hospital.. but how could I? I dont have no money to buy any prescription drugs the doctor gives me.. I dont have any transportation to the hospital.. its a fuckin walk. Its cold. I have classes. I have to pick up maalik.
I feel so damn burdened. I feel hopeless. Im so sick. This is the SECOND time itll be since I been to the hospital here in NY... what a great college experience huh?
Couldnt go to sleep til 5 am last night cuz w.e was in my throat kept me from fallin asleep.. hopefully that wont happen tonight.. i wont count on it.
I wanna tough it out and not go to the doctor n take medicine.. but the medicines not helping..
My dad says if i dont go.. hes gonna come pick up and take me to the doctors at home...
but i already payed for maalik's ticket.. and hes already coming
wtf do i do.
i cant skip class to go to the doctors.. ive missed too many.
the school nurse wont do shit for me. she'll just tell me to go the doctors.
i fucking love this!
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