its finally hit me..

Im devastated that my favorite singer has died. devastated. no words can even explain. i feel so incosolable right now. i dont even want to listen to anything else music wise on my ipod other than him right now..

even though hes stopped making music, music is dead.

i never met the man, never even seen him but hes made such a huge impact on my life. dancing is something im passionate about, i took dance classes when i was younger, did thai dancing, took classes when i got older. he is truely an inspiration. I remember being yuong and putting bandaids and white tape on my fingers pretending to be like him, wearing a white glove dancing around in my house. I was obsessed with him, I still am. He is everything. His musical voice.. no one will ever be able to be up to par, to even come close to his unique sound. his lyrics and writing no one can compare. im like in awe.. he seemed immortal.. like he could never die. one thing is for sure his memory will NEVER die, his legacy is going to live forever. truely "gone but NEVER forgotten"

im really sad. like really..

here are some of my fav tribute videos.