Havent been postin shit lately cuz i aint got shit to post about..

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well im startin to notice that im acting more and more like a guy (mentality-wise) as time passes by when it comes to relationships.

-a relationship is not in my views just hookin up and "talking"

-seems like sex is on my mind a lot.. SORRY shit, shoot me damn! I havent had sex in a LONG LONG time.

-I flirt like a dude sometimes hahahaaaaaaaaa.

-There is not ONE person im focused on or dedicated to

-The things i feed to one guy (my words) I say to the rest too..


BUTTT
BUTTTT
BBUTTTTT

honestly even with all this going on

I do want a relationship.. Just with the right person. If there was anyone I thought was right Im scared that ILL BE THE ONE to fuck it up just cuz i feel like im not into this relationship thing anymore just cuz ive got a new perspective on it. I just need the right guy to make me believe in this shit again, believe me I do wanna change into that good gf again its gonna be hard, he has to have patience and show me the way towards that attitude again....